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Monday, January 12, 2009

Snap, Crackle, & Pop (goes my nerves)

It is highly frustrating when the people in your life continue to fail you through their own mistakes and mishaps. Whatever metaphor for life you may use, I guarentee that its description includes "disappointment," "failure," or "negativity included" somewhere in the context. I'm once again facing the predicament which I assume I will face more than once in my life; the problem which I have when people use lying, selfishness, and deceit as excuses or methods for their entertainment. It's terribly wrong and pitiful.

Among other things, I'm sitting in my school's library behind the librarian's computer waiting to help someone else with their check in/outs. Meanwhile and as you can obviously tell by reading, I am pondering all the things and people that currently eat away at my delicate system of nerves. With every stupid high school comment and every cruel joke, the electricity that is generated from such actions crackles through my nerves. It hurts. Lets make it clear that pretending to be someone you aren't and pretending to breakup with someone through text isirresponsible and completely wrong. Furthermore, it's despicable tell a secret that wasn't yours to tell in order to gain attention for youself. GIVE ME A BREAK. Your attempts to be "mature" and "hilarious" are full of bitterness and self-pity.